Today, February 5

I'm finally up to today. I came to work feeling quite good. I have to go to a Transplant Seminar with Chris. He is finding out all his options for a kidney transplant. Personally, I have never nagged him about it, though the doctors feel he'd be great for one.


He has seen people do well after a transplant. He has also seen people not do well and die after a transplant. I feel that it has to be a decision that is solely up to him. No one else will be in that hospital, taking that medicine, going under... but Chris. Romans 1:45 says "...Let every man be fully persuaded in his own mind." I think that people, especially saints, should do a lot more living by that Scripture. Instead, sometimes, we try and sell people or even coerce them into doing things. Because they're not truly sold out on it, they don't try as hard; or they complain while they are doing it; and some of those times result in failure. Instead, we should pray more often and let God handle it. After all, isn't He God? Isn't He the only one who can change a heart?


I have promised to be by his side through it all, no matter what his decision may be.

I want Chris to be happy. That's all I want.


So today is the seminar at Good Samaritan transplant center. I'll let you all know how it goes.